Thinking of you
I get lost in my dreams
Made up of hopes and bits
Of reality.

Thinking of you
I got caught in my reveries
Without end or direction.

Thinking of you
I enmesh my feelings
In doubts and desire.

But I needed to stop thinking
And start wording.

I needed a bridge of words
To an unkown soul
And this is my first stone.

A stone made up of hope,
And desire,
And enmeshed feelings.
A stone of fire.

Didn’t you know that

My feathery touch

Would make you tremble,

That my kisses

Would explore

The depths of your body,

That my breath

Would exhale love words?

Didn’t you know that

Our skins would become one,

And our mouths

Would make love,

And our fingers

Would entangle

In a flowing dance?

Didn’t you know that

I would hold

All your mysteries

In my single right hand?

Suspension of the senses,

Meaning coming through,

Breathless light

Reaching our kernels.

Make love,

Make believe of the eternity,

Free will disposed of

For your look in my eyes.

Make love,

You didn’t know

I’d become the mirror

And you’d become

The glow.

Cross and delight

When you are here

Cross and delight

When you are not here

Tiptoeing the unspeakable,

Treading on ecstasy,

Looking back for inspiration,

Looking forward for hope.

A blank I could not suffer,

But coming up for air,

Going out for ease,

Is my only way.

Cross and delight

Your love,

Cross and delight

My choice.

As you go further away

I recall minute details

To imprint my memories.

I recall your smell,

I read your letter again,

I see your kiss in my breast.

As you go further away

I force my mind to recall

Fading emotions,

Subtle thoughts

That once hovered over my brain.

As time goes by,

Memories are brighter,

Clearer, more precise and vivid.

As you go further away

My soul expands

By retaining you in itself,

Because I am a living,

Growing memory.

You are no longer here.

There is no present to deal with,

No future to hope for.

You are already the past in me,

A part of me

That is no longer dying away,

No more bleeding dry.

Your kisses tasted of mud and stars,

Suspension of disbelief,

Grain of hope,

Brook of tears.

Kisses entangled with looks,

Held by spirits,

Backed by strokes and joy.

They had no future, no past,

Stand-alone experience

Of becoming one.

You and I, unconscious mud.

God-like finger creating perfection

From scrap,

Playing with us.

Frolicsome destiny

Casting star dust onto us.

You and I becoming one,

And then what?

Conscience,

Nature’s biggest mistake.

Stars fading away,

Mud cracking up,

Lips drying out,

Mouths begging

Cheeks crying.

You and I reaching out,

For nothing.

Blue ray trespassing my heart,

Can’t dodge it,

Can’t neglect it.

Can’t stop missing

Its cradle.

Is not even desire,

Not even lust,

Just an intoxicating well being,

A bottomless kiss

That chases me

Whoever I am with

I already know

It will always be there,

Looking at me

Mocking me,

In a loop of

Scratch and crust,

Flesh and blood,

Staring at me,

Timeless,

Unflinching,

Undedicated,

Fathoming my endurance,

Testing my mind.

Blue ray in my hand

I, writing you in words,

you trespassing my heart.

You standing in front of me,

My mouth on your neck,

My whisper in your ear,

Your breathless lips,

My breast on your back.

You standing in front of me,

My nails scraping your thighs,

Climbing your hips,

Encasing your sides,

Entering your mouth.

You standing in front of me,

Your locks on my nose,

My teeth in your nape,

No breath to speak,

No words to hear.

You standing in front of me,

No air to breathe,

No light to see.

Closed eyes looking inside,

Lungs breathing inside.

Sealed bodies holding on.

The power intact.

Wavy line moving

Slowly the power inside.

You standing in front of me,

Powerful hands roping

Your arms.

You breathing again,

I dying on your back.